i also think of this.... im lucky im sure my wife (who already takes care of them :) and eventually my son will see to their worship :) but i kno ill miss it, but sri rk d has said it very well, ur seva will go on....

i really liked what u said about how krsna reveals himslef according to the desire of the devotee and the example u gave to support that :)

jai

Haribol
Yes, I think you said it all! Thanks for all the advice prabhus! :)

In my quest for collecting nectar about the pastimes of Lord Jagannatha,i found this beautiful narration from the CC on a website..For someof us from South India too its very hard to understand the position of Gaurachandra,i thought i'd share it with all here..
Caitanya-carita-mahakavya, canto 13, 89-109: In Puri, there lived one pure-hearted, compassionate great soul named Sikhi Mahiti. He was a genuine servant of Lord Jagannatha, the ornament of Nilacala. He had a younger brother named Murari Mahiti, and their younger sister was Madhavi-devi who had a pure intelligence. Both his dear younger brother and younger sister were attracted to Sri Gaurasundara. Their natural clear good intelligence never allowed them to forget Him. Krsna who had come on the surface of this earth recently as Vrndavana-candra and now in the form of Gaura-candra, made it a constant rule that this brother and sister felt a lot of auspicious love for Lord Gaura. They were exerting a great endeavor to make their elder brother, a loving servant of Jagannatha, the Lord of Puri, worship Sri Gaurasundara, but Sikhi Mahiti was not at all inclined to serve Lord Gaura.


Once, he fell asleep while thinking a lot about his younger relatives' suggestions. At the end of the night, he got startled--he saw in his dream how his brother and sister woke him up to bring him to see the lotus feet of Lord Gaura. When he saw this wonderful dream, he became both so thrilled and joyful that he was completely deranged by it. After he gradually opened his eyes, full of tears, he saw his younger brother and sister in front of him. Awaken, seeing the two great souls who had arrived, he embraced them in his ecstasy. All were amazed by the situation. Sikhi Mahiti began to narrate to them: "My dear brother, I had such a dream, please listen, it is very wonderful. The glory of Sri Saci-suta is so unlimited, only today have I become convinced of that. I saw how Gaurasundara, after taking darsana of the Lord of Nilacala, was repeatedly entering into Him and coming out of Him, and then again He was looking at Him--in this way He was extending His lila. How amazing! Even now I see the Supreme Lord Gaurasundara in that situation. Are my eyes deceiving me? Alas, when this Gaurasundara, an unlimited ocean of mercy, saw me coming near to Lord Jagannatha, He first called my name and then He embraced me with His long, noble, beautiful arms. "
Sikhi, thus extremely delighted, was shedding tears profusely and his voice was faltering with love. Having said all that, he emerged from his ecstatic state. Murari and Madhavi, his younger brother and sister, heard his descriptions, and they suggested to go for a darsana of Jagannatha, with the aim to see their Lord. All three of them then went together in agreement for the darsana of Nilacala-pati. Murari and Madhavi were shedding tears of bliss, when they saw Lord Caitanya in the Jagamohana kirtana hall, but their elder brother Sikhi Mahiti saw the Lord exactly as previously in his dream, he saw Him everywhere in that very mood, and love bloomed in his heart. Mahavadanya Mahaprabhu also told him, "You are the elder brother of Murari!" and He embraced him by His arms. With intelligence now fixed in the service of Lord Gaura, Sikhi Mahiti also felt great happiness. In this way, forgetting everything while perceiving the aroma of the lotus feet of Sri Gaura, Sikhi Mahiti made Him his worshippable Deity and began to serve Him.